The test continues...

And so, this is my fourth day of having this great pain in my gums. ARGH! Not to mention I went on sick leave yesterday because the pain is unbearable. And oh, may I mention that my cheeks are protruding, like I'm having mumps!

So, I didn't eat yesterday- as in whole day!!! I could hear my stomach lurching and screaming like crazy. But I don't care. The thing is, I can't eat!! Then, this morning, my boyfriend called up and found out that I wasn't able to make to the office last night. He then promised to pass by my house after his work.. Aww.... so sweet of him. And yes he did. He brought me some McDonald's spaghetti so I can just slurp the pasta down my stomach without even chewing eat. Yumyum!! Plus he also brought me donuts!! And did I mention I've been craving for sweets for a week already? Oh..my boyfriend is the sweetest thing in the world and he's the best! I love him!

Enough of all the pain complains. All I know is that I have to get to work tonight or else I will be miserable if I can't reach my quota. And of course, I don't have a quota cut from my SL so, goodluck to me!

I'm now here in the office, checking office stuff, email, GT, chat and some not-so-important things. Thank God the pain slowly drifts away as I busied myself. Hope this remedy work 'coz I am so tired already of drinking lots of pain relievers and all. And oh, I'm having my Xray appointment with some Mr. Anonymous dentist from a friend's gf. And I'm excited and I hope everything will be ok and normal. Wish me luck!

A Test of Wisdom

Now "wisdom" is calling. Darn!! Two mornings ago, I woke up, with my bebe beside me, suffering from extreme pain in my left cheek. I looked up in the mirror and found out... shit!!! It's my wisdom tooth coming out! With swollen gums, man, who wants to pig out!! I've got everything out of my control, swollen gums, cheek plus I feel a sore throat following up.

I can't eat. I can't sleep. I can't work. This is oh so terrible that I want to die. I have this thing checked with a dentist and she said everything is normal. How can she damn call this normal when in fact I'm not in my best mood for the past few days? I have taken millions of milligrams for Mefenamic Acid and my Gardan 500 supposedly for my dysmenorrhea. This is all ridiculous!!

And now I've come to realize why is this called Wisodm tooth --- yes, to test my wisdom when great pain arises. And this is it.. I mean not just physically but emotionally and psychologically, wisdom plays a great role in life. Everything will be shattered when doing things without wisdom. And so this is me now, suffering with an excruciating pain but I'm learning.. Yes, I am.

GT's new look

Oh well, here it is. I feel anxious about the new look of my favorite forum - Girltalk. I used to like the old format, the colors, text and everything, I love 'em all. Just when I got to work tonight and try to get in of course, I thought went into a wrong forum!! argh!! evrything is so lousy. The colors were like, uhm, monochrome. It's almost the same as the background's, totally masakit sa mata!! errr... the text are too small I could hardly read it. Then the borders --left and right are too great that the forum itself could only occupy half the space of the whole page. Basta, everything is sooooo ugly!! I wish they would change it ASAP!!! Nawalan ako ng gana. Feeling ko d ako makababad sa forum 'coz I really don't like it. I really hope they'll change it... sooner!!!

i miss blogging so much

Well, its been months that I haven't update my blog!!! how surprising! it must be work.. hell yeah, work!! i guess I owe net buffs a lot of stories 'bout me, eh? well, as much as i love to, i can't..work..work..and hell work.. yeah, I even got no time to surf through the net.. all i see is GT and Friendster and I access them illegally. yeah, illegal ways..harharhar... Well, i'm back.. I'm about to tell you a lot of things but not now...not yet... so , watch out!

Music, my life...

Music has become a special part of my life since i'm still a kid. My mom used to tell me that when i was about 2-3 years old, i would stand up in our dining table and could hum tunes longing to utter correct words for the song. As a kid, i already know music's gotta give me somethin' amusing in my life. As i grow up, music has been my refuge through my ups and downs. I explain my thoughts through singing. Time came when I already compose songs. It was all about myself - that was my personality, my life, and me, as a whole being. Singing then blesseth my soul.

It was not of singing that I got hooked up but it was also with dancing. I appreciated the art of music and body altogether through dancing. It was then my passion. Now, both singing and dancing -- all being in music, fascinates me.. it even inspires me.

I don't sing well like other famous singers do nor do I dance fabulously like other infamous females could. But I do well that music, may it bring me to the mood of swinging or humming, has its own divine importance in each person's life.. and that's something I can testify to. Music has been my constant partner while I was growing up. I have to admit, I have my own frustrations on becoming a musician but the mere fact that music has been guiding me all throughout these years, it helped me of who I am right now. I have become a better person not only for myself but for others. Music has its own way of touching our lives, and it did alot on mine. :)

First Hello!

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